Seeds of Consolation: Open-Eyed Torah for a Friend – Patheos

Posted By on August 13, 2022

By Naomi Gurt Lind

Parashat Vaetchanan (Deuteronomy 3:23-7:11)

Parashat Vaetchananbegins with Moshe deep in his feelings, as he recalls pleading with God to be allowed to enter into the Promised Land. He has devoted his life to his people, has endured hardship and frustration, conquered self-doubt and overwork, only to find that at the end of his life he will not get to see the task come to fruition. InDeuteronomy 3:25, early in the parashah, he says:

Please let me cross, so I can see the good land which is across the Jordan, that good mountain, and Lebanon besides.

You can hear in the first word of this verse ebrah na the way his plea almost catches in his throata sob, maybe, or the return of the stammer he overcame to grow into leadership. This ishardfor him. Letting go is so hard.

When the answer to his supplication comes back from God, the same root lettersayin,bet,reshappear:

And God was cross with me, on your account, and would not hear me.And God said to me, You are too much. Dont say another word to Me about this matter.

Moshe never gets the answer he is hoping for; his transgression (aveirah, anotherayin-bet-reshword) is deemed too great. Nonetheless, he composts his devastation at the lost opportunity and returns to his task. He doesnt get to cross over, but nonetheless, he teaches us how. Sometimes disruptionseven catastrophic onescan point the way.

This seems an apt message at this moment in the Jewish calendar.Parashat Vaetchananis always closely paired withTisha bAv, the holiday commemorating the destruction of the Temples along with many other calamities throughout Jewish history.Tisha bAvis the culmination of the season of admonition in our liturgical calendar, which traces the mounting horror of the three weeks from 17Tammuzto 9Avin the year 70 CE, as Roman invaders breached the walls of Jerusalem, laid siege, and eventually reduced the Second Temple to rubble.

Our observance ofTisha bAvis leavened, finally, in the afternoon hours, when tradition teaches thatMoshiach(The Messiah) is born. The seeds of consolation are planted in the soil of the worst catastrophes, watered with our tears. Within the week comesShabbat Nachamu, the Shabbat of Comfort, and we are making our waysobered, changedtoward wholeness again. It is our job to sift through the ashes of the ruined city and find a reason to go on.

Parashat Vaetchananis bathed in resilience and faith. Despite his disappointment, Moshe takes up the thread of instructing the Israelites in how to acquit themselves to the longed-for privilege that he will never share in. He reminds them of mistakes along the way and of the slow-acting reward of staying true to core beliefs. InDeuteronomy 4:3, we read about the fate of some Israelites who backslid into idolatry. By contrast, the next verse teaches:

But you who stuck with Adonai your God, each and every one of you is alive today.

This verse, familiar from our Torah Service, bespeaks the value of holding on in faith when things seem to be crumbling all around you. Faith keeps us alive as a people, even as individuals die. Holding onto our essential beliefs, as articulated inDeuteronomy 5:6-18in (Aseret Hadibrot, commonly translated as The Ten Commandments), is fundamental both to our relationship with God and to our survival.

Then in chapter 6 we encounter possibly the most famous words in all of Jewish tradition, a stark declaration of faith, as succinct as a haiku (which it also is):

Listen, O Israel! Adonai is our God, Adonai is One.(Deuteronomy 6:4)

In the Torah scrolls, there is something interesting with the calligraphy: theayinof the word shema and thedaletof the word echad are larger than the other letters. There are no accidents or mistakes in Torah, only opportunities for deeper meaning to emerge. What could be behind these oversized letters? What magic do they hold?

Chizkuni (13th century France) suggests that theayinis a reference to the way God created the world. Usinggematria(Hebrew numerology), Chizkuni links theayinto the number 70, and places each element of creation into a long chain of seventies: Israel is one of seventy nations, which is one seventieth of the number of four-legged beasts on the earth, which is one seventieth of the number of birds, and so on. Chizkuni writes, in part:

The Blessed Holy One engages in creation with ayin ayin.

Rereading Chizkuni, we might say that God created the world with both eyes open (another meaning forayinis eye)knowing that there would be pain and brokenness, and that through faith, humanity would fumble through and cope. With our eyes open, we can see the struggles of others. With our eyes open, we can see where our society can be more righteous. With our eyes open, we can see the beauty of this incredible planet, and pledge ourselves to treat it with tenderness.

Rabbinical student Lea Andersen, who died just a few days ago, was one of the most open-eyed people I have ever encountered. A gifted teacher, a warm pastoral presence, a passionate activist and more, Lea turned away from nothing and nobody. Her fierce and spacious Torah was a gift to the world, and those of us who knew her and learned from her, even a little, are sobered and changed because of it. Tragically, Lea will not see her lifes task come to fruition. I offer these teachings in her memory and in the hopes of inspiring more of us to see the struggles of others, see where our society can be more righteous, see the beauty of this incredible planet. Most of all, may we pledge ourselves to treat itand one anotherwith tenderness.

Naomi Gurt Lind is a rising Shanah Gimel student at theRabbinical School of Hebrew College, and is looking forward to rabbinic internships this year with 2Life Communities and Betenu Congregation. Naomi is an Innovation Lab grant recipient, a member of the inaugural cohort of Mayyim Rabbim fellows atMayyim HayyimCommunity Mikveh, and the editor of the 70 Faces of Torah blog. When she has a free moment, she enjoys solving crossword puzzles (in pencil!), writing divrei Torah on her blog, Jewish Themes, and playing Bananagrams with her spouse and their two genius children.

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